what i was thinking, as like a new year’s resolution, is to stop getting so caught up in my own thoughts.

haven’t posted in forever. that isn’t news, because you can see that by the fact that i… haven’t posted in forever. though i guess it’s more of a hyperbole than a fact.

have been very busy with my glamorous high school teaching job. missing little people very much. not doing a particularly bang-up job as crec clerk, not doing a particularly bang-up job at anything particularly quaker-related, because i barely ever show up.

it’s vacation right now, and vacation is always a blend of deep relaxation and anxious reflection. i go to deep ugly places that are half true. this time, i’ve found myself berating myself for being a bad teacher, and daydreaming about what my life would be like if my home, relationship, job, and faith community were all in the same place. right now that feels like all i want in the whole wide world.

Advertisements
Published in: on 1 January, 2010 at 6:41 pm  Leave a Comment  

The URI to TrackBack this entry is: https://peculiarqueer.wordpress.com/2010/01/01/what-i-was-thinking-as-like-a-new-years-resolution-is-to-stop-getting-so-caught-up-in-my-own-thoughts/trackback/

RSS feed for comments on this post.

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s

%d bloggers like this: