i just finished the best book ever, aka if god is love, and have just started after the ecstasy, the laundry. the title speaks to my condition. what do you do when you are giddy and happy and grounded all at the same time, and you feel like you’ve found you purpose… and then suddenly your head fills with snot and all you want to do is sleep? if you are me, you cancel your extracurriculars on thursday, and then call in sick from work on friday, and lay about and watch the stupidest movies that you own.
i’m sure there’s stuff going on inside me and outside me that will challenge and inspire me, but right now it’s all pretty foggy.